Today was my first day back to work. It wasn't easy leaving my little peanut. I started crying as I nursed her this morning before I had to leave. I didn't want to cry, but I just couldn't stop the tears. Gabby is so sweet. She said, "mommy.. why are you crying? Don't cry." Daddy told her I was going to miss them. She said, "It's OK, mama.. don't cry." Of course that made me cry even more.

It hasn't been a bad first day back. I haven't had to do any real work. They gave me the day to get caught up. I had 700 emails to sort through and other things to take care of to get back up to speed so it's been a fairly relaxing day. I got to go home at lunch and nurse the baby so that was good. I didn't want to put her down to leave again, but it was easier than this morning. I didn't cry on my way back to work as I did on my way to work this morning. I'm sure it will get easier as time goes by. And now I only have 45 minutes left until I head home. In an hour I will be a happy woman once again - until tomorrow morning. =)