I have been a very bad Catholic the last few months. We haven't been to church in months. I've always felt bad about it, but lately I've been feeling extremely bad and I want to back to church desperately. I am sad that I missed Holy Thursday mass last night. It's the first time in several years that I wasn't there. The reason we haven't gone is simply because of laziness and not wanting to deal with Gabby in church. It was easy when she was smaller because one of us could just hold her and she would be OK, but since she started walking we're afraid she'll be all over the place and loud. There's a "cry room" though that we could sit in so there is no excuse for not going. We're going to go on Sunday and I'm going to change my ways and go every week.