Today has been a horrible day. Not because of one particular thing, but a variety of things. I feel like I have so much going on right now that I simply can't handle it all. You could say I have a piss-poor attitude lately because of this. The fact that we still don't have a closing date for the house yet is driving me crazy. I know it will happen, but the whole "not knowing when" part is sheer torture. Then I have the stress of work. Yes, I've only been there for three months, but I just can't believe all the different things that I have to remember each time I speak with a client. And all the ways I am "graded" a total of 8 times a month in order to get a good performance review is wildly unreasonable. On top of that, I had scores of absolute imbeciles calling me today. I actually mumbled, "I hate this job" once after speaking to one of them. I didn't really mean it. I don't hate my job. I like it, in fact. It was just one of those days. Besides all of that, I am having a difficult time getting through to some people on a personal level and that, too, is causing me to become unhinged. Some people just don't get it and apparently never will. It's more than frustrating and leaves me feeling defeated. I have a hard time accepting that some people will never change and will never see things the way they truly are. That's something I have to work on - just letting it go. At one point today I almost began crying at my desk. I can only hope that tomorrow will be a better day.